Julie’s right that I can’t suddenly claim my period cramps are debilitating such that I should get the pill, so I’m kind of stuck for a good reason. Anyway, somehow, I have to convince my mom that I just want to be prepared for the future, which will probably seem pretty lame to her since she knows I’ve never even had a boyfriend. I might be able to suck his cock at some point, but actually fucking would probably be pushing him too far. I think I’m a long way, if ever, from getting my dad to make love to me. Of course, she’d be right as I can’t wait for Jim to make love to me. I need to talk to my mom about it and I just don’t know how to without her assuming I’m getting ready to jump someone’s bones. I’ve been working on my dad so much that I’ve neglected something else, getting on birth control.
